bigbootyhood

bigbootyhood:

hi i got an anon asking for another audio imagine but do me a favour and don’tpress play till it asks you to! enjoy and please mail me what you think!

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May 4

Y/N,

I know we broke up but I just can’t stop thinking about you. Your beautiful smile and your eyes looking at me. This might be awkward but I really hope we still can be friends and we’ll keep in touch. Have fun living in the real world

- Luke xx

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July 30

Wow Facebook is a handy thing to see friends and family’s updated things. I just saw that you broke you’re ankle! I really hope that you’ll get better soon. You have good hands taking care of you. Hope to see you soon!

- Luke x

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August 10

Hey!

Just came to check up on you! I’ve currently been home a lot. Mom hasn’t been feeling well. Doctors say that it’s pretty bad. I don’t want to loose her. I already lost you. I can’t stand thinking about it. I should really come to visit you? If you don’t mind of course.. I heard that the food there is the best! Hope to hear from you back.

-Luke xx. 

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September 16

Hi Y/N,

Mom just passed away. I honestly am lost. You would usually tell me something that would make me feel better or you would basically just hold me. It’s really hard on all the family. I can’t talk to anyone about this because it hurts so much. The funeral is this Saturday. Really hoping to see you..

-Luke x

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November 6 

Hi Y/N!

Just got your mail. I can’t believe you’re getting married. It’s weird because I never thought that you would marry someone else other than me. But things change doesn’t it? Unfortunately I just got out of a relationship. So this is my letter to RSVP for 1. I don’t think I was giving my all to her and she deserved someone who would love her like I love you she loved me. Hope to see you at the happiest day of your life.

- Luke xx

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February 17

Hi Y/N,

I haven’t been feeling well lately, sorry that I haven’t sent any new letters. But how are you? My brother has a new daughter. She’s so beautiful. She’s three months old. Oh that reminds me, happy new year and belated merry chirstmas! It was Valentine’s Day 3 days ago. Remember when we had our first Valentine’s Day together? It was a really bad date now that I think about it.. But it was nice to just sit beside you while the rain fell… Anyways I should be going to sleep now since it’s 2:18 am. Talk to you later!

-Luke x

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July 13 

Y/N,

I’m sorry that i miss the wedding. But today is the day that we agreed that we would get married and I just made it awkward sorry. We broke up 2 years ago and I still can’t believe I didn’t win you back. I really hope you’re happy with him. You deserve him to love you. If you ever need a shoulder or a place to visit I really hope that you could just talk to me as a friend. I honestly love you with all my heart Y/N I should have been more grateful for you. I never knew what I had till I lost you.

Love Luke xx.

ps. this CD in the letter is just a song I made for you.

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I finished the last letter. “Did you keep this away from me?”

“No of course I didn’t! Why would I?” He looked in your eyes and wiped some tears.

“Because Luke is my ex and you’re scared that I might leave you? I’m not saying I would but you know?”

“Baby they didn’t tell you?” His eyes got bigger and he looked like he was gonna cry himself.

“Tell me what?”

No response.

“Calum tell me. wh-What happened?”

Calum took my hand and said slowly, “Luke passed away last week, this was all from his apartment in a box specifically for you…”

"Please-" I looked at Calum with tears running down my face. He kissed my head and left the room. I was still holding the envelope curiously I pulled out the CD, looked around for the CD player and…

Press Play Now

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Because when I was 13 years old, I was sent home for my tank top straps being a little too thin, but a boy could wear a Cool Story babe, Go Make Me A Sandwich shirt and not be looked at twice.

Because when I was 17 and I told a guy “No” and the next day the word tease was painted on my locker.

Because when I was 18 and just wanted to be friends, I was a bitch.

Because I feel the need to say “I have a boyfriend” instead of “No” because guys respect other men more than they would ever respect me.

Because society screams “don’t get raped” instead of “don’t rape”

Because I am scared to walk alone at 10 PM

Because being beautiful is the most important thing I’ll ever do.

Because when I wear my favorite skirt “I’m asking for it”

Because the song Blurred Lines exists

Because no means no no matter how you fucking spin it

Because a girl was drugged and raped with a beer bottle, and the boys who did it are out on bail.

Because I owe you nothing

Because pepper spray is a gift I receive yearly.

Because I am asked if I have a boyfriend more than I am asked about my mental health

Because my clothes say more about my consent then my mouth does.

Because the wage gap exists

Because “not all men are like that” is said way too often

ENOUGH ARE

Because I feel the need to say “I’m not a feminist but…”

Because I’m writing this fucking piece

When you ask why I’m angry? (via brennanat)
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amporeon:

this will always be the highlight of my life